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    ???「???抱???歉???，???孩???子???，???你???必???須???成???為???救???世???主???。???」

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    ???然???而???我???也???高???興???，???我???們???之???間???有???血???緣???的???連???結???，???他???是???我???真???正???意???義???上???的???孩???子???，???我???無(wú)???時(shí)???無(wú)???刻???都???在???盼???望???他???來(lái)???到???這???世???上???。

    ???我???足???足???等???了???三???年???，???才???等???到???摩???羅???破???殼???孵???化???。

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    ???孵???化???後???，???除???了???語(yǔ)???言???不???太???擅???長(cháng)???，???摩???羅???各???方???面???都???學(xué)???習???得???很???快???，???憑???著(zhù)???天???使???的???聰???慧???和???爬???蟲(chóng)???的???本???能???，???他???瞭???解???了???他???來(lái)???到???世???上???的???任???務(wù)???，???他???除???暴???懲???惡???，???毫???不???留???情???，???然???而???對???我???卻???無(wú)???比???溫???順???，???唔???，???除???了???想???交???尾???的???時(shí)???候???外???。

    ???我???告???訴???他???很???多???次???，???交???尾???要???面???對???面???，???我???多???麼???想???看???著(zhù)???他???晶???瑩???如???鑽???的???黃???綠???色???豎???瞳???與???他???融???合???，???可???惜???強???烈???的???爬???蟲(chóng)???基???因???總???是???驅???使???他???按???倒???我???，???從???背???後???進(jìn)???入???。